After an amazing weekend spent with my bestest of friends and my boyfriend, this morning I woke up to the stark reality of my life again.
Christmas is OVER... its not really Christmas that I miss if I'm honest, just the more relaxed and happy life I had. Of course in the back of my mind I had job worries but there wasn't really anything out there with offices taking time off for Christmas and the Job centre letting me have a few weeks escape. But now all that is over, and my hormones are rushing around my body like they are on speed (i know nothing of drugs but the name leads me to the assumption that it speeds people up on some way...)
So it is January the 5th. I am not going to count it as a failure, merely a small glitch... but already I have cried (two outbursts already today) but let us not forget... I am HORMONAL!!! And really tired, I am a girl who does not function without sleep. Luckily after a few naps on my trains home I feel a bit less emotional. Damn the hormones though!!! Damn them!!! I am a real life Jekyll and Hyde at times.
The second half of the resolution however, so far, is all going well. I had an amazing time with my friends, and time with my boyfriend is always enjoyable. And I have plans to see my other best friend from home on Wednesday, you may have seen him in adverts for Confused.com (yes, I am friends with a mini celebrity!!!) so I'm still doing my best to enjoy life and keep my spirits as high as I can.
And my wonderful father has taken the week off work to help me with my career crusade. Fun days of him helping me track down every local employment agency and interior design firm in the North West so fingers crossed that it helps.
For today though I just need to find something to get my hopes back up, because losing them only 5 days in is just ridiculous!!! I really wanted my blogs this year to be more happy and hopeful damn it!!!
Jobs Applied For_ 0
Tears_ 3 (so far)
