Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams

• Just a number? From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (55 days old)

  It's been a quiet month.  So how is working life treating me?  I certainly wouldn't use the word treat in that sentence as the true description of how I'm being handled. I got my letter for counselli… more

• Living for the weekday From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (91 days old)

  After 14 months I can now, once again, tell the difference between a Monday and a Sunday, between a Wednesday and a Saturday without the aid of Home and Away.  I am employed.  I have a wage.  I have a… more

• Waking up to watch Nicky Campbell From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (111 days old)

  I sit at my computer a glowing shade of red.  I've just been for a stroll with father, I'm not glowing because I am so unfit I can barely handle a leasurely walk around the block.  I have taken on dep… more

• I want those karma points up for grabs From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (123 days old)

  Thursday 20 August 2009, 6:20pm _  The chocolate sacrifice for Lent apparently didn't gain me enough karma points so I'm going to try again.  I am going to face my fear.  I am going to be selfless [as… more

• Make mine a double From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (132 days old)

  Number 62 West Parade. 30 May 2007_  The last time I slept in a double bed with the boyfriend.  For one glorious month I was a proper grown-up.  Living in my own [rented] house with friends with the m… more

• The Face Of..... From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (135 days old)

  Graduate Unemployment.  Oh yes, that is right friends... you are in famous company.  With the inappropriately titled blog 'unemployed graduate' the boyfriend comes in at number 1 on google when you se… more

• Famous Last Words From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (136 days old)

  On Monday I applied for a job.  One of those recession desperation jobs.  Take it or leave it I won't be offended if I don't hear back.  I heard back, wooh!  So on Tuesday I phoned to arrange an inter… more

• The Forgotten From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (153 days old)

  We are the lost generation.  The generation that has no need to fear redundancy because we will never land that first job to set us off on the path to redundancy.  I need to stop reading the newspaper… more

• Tools From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (159 days old)

  "On behalf of every man, looking out for every girl, you are the god and the weight of her world"_ John Mayer. Like I said yesterday, I couldn't have asked for a better family.  And as if to prove a … more

• Step From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (160 days old)

  "You can choose your friends but you can't choose your family" I love my friends, even the ones I didn't choose.  You can't always choose your friends when you are put with 5 total strangers to live … more

• Talk From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (165 days old)

  "Dreams are necessary to life"_ Anais Nin Considering last night I had a dream that I was taken hostage on a double decker bus and all forced to the back on the top deck [where I suddenly became extr… more

• Wonder From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (183 days old)

  "Mothers are amazing!  The father is equally amazing, but in a different way".... as if to prove this point I was presented with a new t-shirt today.  Not good with words, father has a tendency to buy… more

• Better From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (184 days old)

  Upon reflection, I have come to the conclusion that I am better than them. With the father still not home from his holiday, and in desperate need of company and parental cuddles, I walked up to the m… more

• Reason? From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (184 days old)

  A year ago today I was in a crazy sleep-deprived emotional state.  I was in hysterics telling the head of interior design that I hated my work and thought it was awful.  He disagreed and sent me home … more

• Rainbow From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (187 days old)

  I'm sat at the boyfriend's computer with my heart pounding faster than I like... especially considering he isn't even here to cause the pounding.  Tomorrow I have an interview, and I think it is fair … more

• Scrambled From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (192 days old)

  "You look a bit pale and rough" was the greeting I got when I walked in to the mothers house last night.  What a polite greeting.  The step father isn't one to keep these opinions to himself.  He can … more

• Herbal From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (203 days old)

  Ok, I admit it... I read the back of the shampoo bottle when I'm in the shower.  It passes the time while you wait to rinse, and they wouldn't put it there if it wasn't meant to be read would they?! … more

• Blest From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (203 days old)

  I spent most of the day at the mothers house today.  The boyfriend is having a reunion with his university chums so his communication with me is rather limited.  I would never stop him spending time w… more

• Chat From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (214 days old)

  Last night I sat reading my book, taking in the fresh smell of grass and generally enjoying the evening air.  Five minutes later I was surround by overweight abusive hooligans.  I was sat in a dangero… more

• Victoria From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (219 days old)

  What do you doodle?  I doodle hearts, and sometimes flowers.  I would assume this is a sign of the happy, optimistic romantic within me.  I used to just write my name.  In year 7 I remember being told… more

• Wall From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (220 days old)

  I sleep against the wall.  I have a single bed positioned next to a wall but I go to the extreme of sleeping so close to the wall that if I kiss someone in a dream, I may physically kiss the wall [I w… more

• Like From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (231 days old)

  "In three words I can sum up everything I've learnt about life.  It goes on."_ Robert Frost. So today was interview day.  If it is true that when some people are nervous they talk a lot more than nor… more

• Squirrel From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (232 days old)

  You would be forgiven for believing I havn't blogged because I have got myself a life.  Unfortunately, the opposite is true.  My life is currently so empty that I have had nothing to write about.  But… more

• Snowshine From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (237 days old)

  Its been another boyfriend weekend, but now I'm sat here alone watching a Jade tribute program on Living with organic greek style honey yogurt and caramel snack-a-jacks.  I can't say I'm a big fa… more

• Clouds From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (243 days old)

  Another weekend gone!  Where?  I do not know.  It was a boyfriend weekend so 2 days went by like 2 hours.  I'm starting to wonder if maybe he lives in a different time speed contin… more

• Discostick From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (248 days old)

  I could have easily believed I was reliving Tuesday today, stuck in my own little Groundhog Day scenario.  I woke up to the sun shining again and made my way in to town for an appointment with a … more

• Nightmare From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (249 days old)

  Spring is upon us it would seem.  I am still in doubt though as I am yet to see any springs... I'm starting to think that perhaps father just planted them each year because I've seen lambs, I've … more

• Fire From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (253 days old)

  I did write a blog on Wednesday, but then I stopped and deleted it.  Writing down my feelings was enough.  Sharing it with strangers felt like too much.  I have been feeling quite numb.… more

• Deflated From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (256 days old)

  I spoke too soon. Had you asked me at the end of January if I believed in luck I would have said no.  But then the four leaf clover began to grow and blossom. Had you asked me last week if I be… more

• Bloom From victorialouise1986 in Diary Of A Design Graduates Dreams (256 days old)

  On Sunday my four leaf clovers looked to be dead.  Ooops!  But not to worry, they were just a bit thirsty, the needy little gits need water every day it would seem!  Today they are lovi… more

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